Saturday, February 10, 2007
Hello to you. Another post for this blog. So lets talk about me. Firsly my introduction for those who don't know about me. My name is Muhammad Azrin that was given by my Parents. But, my relative addressed me as Ajin. Sound much better uh? So from there, addressed me as Ajin. So just call me Ajin. My birthdate is 12th February 1991. Born in Singapore, KK Hospital. Proud to be a Singaporean. Well, when times goes on, people judge my appearance.
During my Primary School years, i was okay with my friends. Nothing goes wrong. When i step in Dunearn Secondary School, well at first, i made a few friends. But than, i received critics by my schoolmates. Some call me Bibir,Hitam,Bangla,Rabbit and etc. I don't care at first, but this keep going on and on. So i step up, release my anger to them, and tell them that is too much! During my upper sec period, things when normal again but this time, i got critics behind me. Its like, they are cowards to critic behind me. Well anyway that was past. Lately, i got critics from my "friends" behind me. Called me forest,smelly and etc. Smelly? I bathed and use deodorant everyday ok. Maybe cause of my T-shirt that cause me smelly. Anyway, i got the patients to hide my anger and during that time, they thought they i'm stupid and slow as i did not know about this critics. Well i have a trust and amanah friend, Indra,Khairul,Ishaq,Ghazi and i forgot who told me about this critics. I think one of my friends. He told me about thsi critics and i felt so angry and dissapointed when i heard this. How can a friend insult me?
To All Of You Out there!
Am i born to be a "Bahan Kutuk"?
What so good of insulting Allah creation?
Isn't that Dosa for insulting Allah creation?
Cuma Allah sahaja yang tahu.
I used to insult people's appearance when i'm a kid. But when time goes on, my Parents said to me that menghina Allah creation is a sin. From there,i listened to em' and not to insult people's appearance.
Now, in my heart, i want to learn how to Solat. Cause, whenever i see my friends who know how to pray and when they pray, i felt so guilty and hurt. Can anyone suggest me, which shop got sale the Guide How To Solat? If got, do tag at my tagboard! Thanks!
Next story, love is love.
I have alot of ex-gfs. But majority of my ex bustard me because of appearance. I know i'm dark, big lips and buck tooth. But this doesn't mean that i'm a cruel. Don't judge me outside. To all of the girls who looking for a guy, mostly looking at the appearance,listen here. What is the use if u look for the handsome but the perangai is ugly? When you get hurt, u complained to your friends. But this is your fault cause u look only at the appearance,not the character. 70% setia are ugly guys while 30% setia are handsome guys. So to all of the girls who just go for looks, listen to my advice. See his character first, know him first, is he setia with u? is he serious with u? I'm not offending you out there, but this is the facts. If i offended some of you, i'm apologise from my sincere heart. It is just that, love is sometimes unfair. Why must the geeks always left in the dark..? Why must the geeks left alone?
Although i have alot of ex, it doesn't mean that i'm handsome. It means that some of my ex appreaciate who am i not what am i. Tell u something, i will always hate girls who go for looks. :)
No offend. Now i have a girl, a girl who knows to cherish and appreaciate me who am i, i will do anything for her as long as she is sincere with me. Love you alot!
I'm slacking and slacking and slacking. Yesterday, i went to Parents-Meeting-Session. Mr Wong told us about the promotion thingy. Well, when he explain the promotion thingy, i feel that i should move on and not to think about games so that my goal, that is going to poly will be scored. And i always think about my future, to get a good job that can sustained my financial life.
In Singapore, Money is important. Without Money, no life...
Without further a due, i end my speech here.. Cheh!..
