Not in the mood now. Today life is ok. My current life is, wake up, school, stayback for art, go home, sleep. Thats my life. Well firstly, i fought with one of my friend. He changed alot. Hot-tempered. Tidak boleh kena sikit nya orang. Firstly, i disturb him through sms. Than he not happy with me, he scold another one of my friend. Kalau kau baca, aku harap kau paham apa aku cakap.
"Selama-lama ini aku tolong kan kau, apa aku dapat dari kau marah2 je? Kau besarkan NONOK kau? kau pikir leh tahan sampai khawin pe? Dream on la. Bila kau kena busted dari perempuan, siapa kau carik? kawan kan? Aku seriously fuck dengan attitute pukimak sial kau. Sikit-sikit marah, pastu carik nahas. Eh, bukan aku sorang la, yang lain pon tak suka ngan perangai sial pukimak kau. Change ar for the better, not change for the WORST. Kau pergi Masjid, kita sepatotnya berSABAR.! Aku bilang kau, aku tolong kau semua sia sia ar. Aku tak dapat balek apa-apa yg bagus. Kau selalu cakap pat orang, ingatkan nonok, lupakan member. Tapi skrg ni, aku yang sepatotnya nyanyi pat kau and skrg ini aku ubah lirik. "Ingatkan nonok,lupakan semua."
I ask you all. Am i wrong now? When He Got Busted From Her Exs, He Find His Friends. And when he got a girl, he forget his friends. Waa.. Bila takda perempuan, baru carik kita. Ini baru aku panggil STANDARD.
Dengar sini, Kalau aku eh, aku tahu nak manage masa aku ar. Aku tahu bila masa nak motek, date, keluar. And aku nya gal tak sama skola ngan aku. At least, dia paham aku ada N level and preilim. When the time is right, baru keluar. And love need sacrifice. Kalau sacrifice in studies just for love, one word "Stupid". Aku tahu bila nak date,keluar together with gal, keluar together with friends and studies. Ini baru kata betul. And DENGAR sini, Aku pon pernah kena LUPAKAN MEMBER, INGAT NONOK. Tapi aku bersabar and aku bilang dorang yang aku nya gal tak sama skola ngan aku. Lain la kau, kau sama skola, hari2 leh jumpa pe.. PIKIR BAEK2 AR!!
NAK MARAH MARAH MARAH TAK ABES ABES!! JANGAN PENTINGKAN DIRI SENDIRI, INGATKAN ORANG LAIN JUGAK AR!
AND ONE LAST THING, GARA-GARA NONOK, KAWAN LEH JADI GADOH. INI BUAT AKU PALING BENCI.!
And btw, why i lose my anger in my blog because i dont want to make people angry. And Blog where got feelings..
Monday, July 23, 2007
Image(01): Me & my favourite teacher in Dunearn, Mdm Asryna & Red Ranger Fareez.
Image(02): 4N3A is always united as one. I love my class & my classmates.
Image(03): Another United 4n3A Image(04): Me & Dannya <3>
Image(05): The Ghostly Red Ranger Fareez.
Image(06): Mdm Asryna with the Boys. Image(07): Mdm Asryna with the Boys. (PS: Mdm Asryna show boring face & tired because many of our classmates too pic with her) Image(08): Another pic with Mdm Asryna. Image(09): The Girls And The Lady - Dannya, Mdm Asryna and Afiqah. Image(10): The Sweet Hasif (Karipap). Status: Single and Looking. Image(11): We're looking for customers to take picture with us. Image(12): Yes Our First Customer ! Image(13): Our second customers! Image(14): Our third customers! Image(15): Wohooo! Our Major Customers! :D Image(16): This year preview of Selamat Hari Raya. Image(17): Another Preview of this year Hari Raya feat. Mr Rani Image(18): Nizam was sleeping while standing when i took this pic with him. Image(19): Khai, why are you looking at me? I know I'm cute. Muakakaka. Image(20): Hey Its Me & Ira Syafinaz & Katrina & Ghazi! Image(21): Took this picture last minute with Sirin. Image(22): The Youngs and The Veteran Mr Lam. Image(23) : Afiqah, jangan pandang belakang. Ada hantu tu.
Friday, July 20, 2007
New Video Is Out! A Parody Video of Sonata Musim Salju by me.. Please pause the song if u want to watch this video. Enjoy!
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Well i'm bored right now. Now, i'm surfing YouTube, one of my favourite website where you can watch cool videos uploaded by talented people who love to make self-film or some upload short movies or music videos or concerts. So, i type "Dunearn" at YouTube and saw many videos made by the Dunearnites. Well, most of my videos are removed cause its merepek meraban. Videos that i removed are: **Mysterious Passenger In A Taxi - One Of The Most Viewed Video. *Chop Chilli Chop *Prank or Paisey
This 3 videos are officially removed from YouTube.
More New Videos Coming Up!
Now, i'm thinking of buying a video cam so i can make my own music video or short film. I love to take videos. Its kinda cool. You create your own film & you watch your own film equals to you are origional.
Ok thats about YouTube.
Now about my life in school. School is terribly ok. Everyday need to stayback after school for Art till Friday. If i havent finish my art till Friday, I'll be demoted from Student Leader as i signed a Contract by one of the Art Teacher ( You know who..) Now my canvas is 40% painted and doing tones is leceh and difficult but tones is nicer. *Sigh* I want to finish my Art a.s.a.p so no more "membebel" from Art teacher and concentrate on my other subjects.
Since last Monday July 16, during recess, i eat fruits just to save money but at last pokai jugak. lol. and my perot da boncet. Ini tidak boleh jadi. I guess i must work out now to gain my "kong-ness" of my body.
Thats all for today!
Aliff menang? What a shock for me and my family. Roslan should won. But nevermine, Roslan still can sing because he used to be in Singapore Idol but kena kick out. & congratz to Aliff. And Maiya and Nuwun Nuwwarah, both of you tried your best. Roslan and Maiya should won. Some reason Roslan had less vote: - Lagu semua slow-slow. - Lagu mesti mau rancak-rancak.
For female contestant, i think Maiya is the best for me.
Overall, I prefer Anugerah 2005 whereby 4 finalist are all winners. *Khairil Yusof ada lagu Nadya. *Fauzi Laili ada lagu sendiri juga. *Hyrul Anuar the winner pon ada lagu sendiri. I like his songs. *Syed Azmi pon ada lagu sendiri.
So i prefer Anugerah 2005.
To Anugerah 2007 4 finalist, good luck in everything and all the best.
Monday, July 16, 2007
Sonata Musim Salju. At first i hate the song.. but lama kelamaan, the song kinda nice.. When u listen this song, in a silent place, with ur eyes close, and listen to the lyric.. it will touches your heart..
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Kim with natural beauty. Too bad i live in Singapore.
My princess.
My dear..
Saturday, July 14, 2007
To Qistina.. Ok u said that i don care other peoples feeling? How bout United Nation? Does she care for my feelings at first? THINK TWICE. I know you're United Nation's Laywer. And i will be International's Lawyer.
And Siapa Yang Tak Kesah Perasaan Orang Sekarang? Think First la! UN yang never think people's feeling! FUCK YOU!
And YOU WANNA KNOW WHY THAT UNITED NATION LEAVE ME?
I WILL TELL !
UNITED NATION LEFT ME BECAUSE SELAMA LAMA KITA STEAD, UNITED NATION TREAT ME LIKE A FRIEND! SO I ASK U ALL, DOES SHE CARE FOR ME FEELINGS AT FIRST?!? AM I CRUEL!?!? SIAPA YANG CRUEL?!? FUCK YOU!
Look at the picture above. His name is International (not his real name to protect his identity). Features about him: 1)Good Look 2)Cute 3)Tall 4)Weight 63kg. 5)Good Heart
But mostly girls fall in love with him cause of first 4 points that is Good Look, Cute, Tall and weight 63kg with a good height but not Good Heart "Denmark", a girl, Internationl's ex, fall in love with him when she even don't know about Ishaq. That's because she fall cause of her look. BUT i remember, "Denmark" promised me not to hurt International yet "Denmark" broked her promised by leaving International hurt and depressed. Well i do blame "Denmark" for giving me empty promise. So when International got hurt, 2-3 days, he will be hot tempered, small problem also scold. Thats why i don't like him to get hurt. International is a bright guy, love to joke around with his lame jokes and always make people laugh. But i know International will get hurt soon. I wonder why when a guy like International, who got the package, who is so damn setia, where he got the package, took advantage of him? *sigh* poor International.
Fucking Ugly Right This Picture??!!? Siapa sak nak make friend ngan rupa camgini?! Tol tak semua?!? Tak Suka Kan Ada Kawan Rupa Mcm Sial!?
Look and observe this picture above.
1) No Look 2) Quite Fat 3) Jongang 4) Bibir Besar 5) Gelap 6) My Heart
Can anyone tell me.. Who will like to go with this type of look? So selenger right? Yuckies right? That 5 points are description that people gave me. And the 6th point was left hidden. You know why i list all the bad points? Because thats me and thats what people think about me. And if thats me, than i must be proud of myself.
That's me.
I don't have the look.
But, most of the people judge me by the look and the people are mostly who a bit know about me or don't know me at all.
And now i know, minority people who don't judge my looks are people who know more a years.
I try to be nice with you all, but what i got back is nasty,hurts & negatives.
How? Most of you judge me by my looks.
And i'm not a playboy. To the people who called me "Playboy" or what, that's not me. When i'm single, i'll flirt around. But i flirt in Alamak. Isnt' that wrong flirting if you're single? And i flirt in CYBER not in REAL LIFE. And my current girl.. You wanna know where i knew her? I knew her from Cyber Chat that is Habbo Hotel.
And Habbo Hotel is like childish game.. yet i knew her from there.
And i got only 1 ex from same school that is United Nation and UN also not that setia one. And I had enough for having a girl in a same school. and now i love my current darling..
And do you know its not easy for me to win a girl's heart. Because my heart is covered with ugly door and that ugly door is my look that kept made my heart hidden. Only one girl who broke the ugly door that is my current girl.
I had gone through all the sadness and all the insults that i received. When i was in sec 1 & 2, quite number of people from my school insulted and laughed at me cause of my look? How do you feel if you in that situation?
And during that time, everyday when i come to school, i had to stand by to get laughed and insulted infront and behind my back. But now, all matured, but i still have the low-esteem of myself. And do you wanna know what people address me whom they don't know me? They called me "Selenger". And you may think it just a joke or what, but if they keep repeating and repeating, don't you think that is an insult?
To people who have the look, CHERISH it. Use it with care. If you the look, appreaciate it. Be a package person. Packcage comes with good look and good heart. I salute peoples with package.
I try to be good but no one can try to beat or unlock the ugly door that block the "golden" heart. And I'm glad that most of my close friends ignore my looks. That what i called besties.
And i really hate myself for being so harsh and rough because people always step on my head. Its very disappointing for me.
So if you think i'm a cruel or what, KNOW me first for years than you know who am i.
Until here. Ciao!
Now i want to put my tagboard back since no one want to add me at msn to comment. And whoever using "hidden identity", i'll just block the I.P address.
Well just came back from farewell dinner. When i read my tagboard, i was a so damn fucking mood.
To YouKnowMe, I don't know who the hell are you.. Yes United Nation can love someone she love.. But It wont last forever.. In the end you get hurt! And i won't let my friend get hurt! And Suka Hati Mereka La Yang Siapa2 Bencin United Nation! And Confirm Ada Reason-reason why people hate United Nation.!
To YouKnowMe, If International get hurt by her, I promised myself i will hate her for life till i die. And UMUR KITA SEKARANG SEMUA NYA CINTA MONYET! At Beginning Korang Happy2 Stead! At Last Dah Jelak, Teros Break! It wont last forever la!!! I REGRET FOR HAVING A STEAD BECAUSE I NEVER THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES! AND THE CONSEQUENCES IS HEARTBROKEN,STRESS,DEPRESS.
YES I HAVE A GIRL NOW. TO TELL U THE TRUTH, MY PARENTS EVEN KNOW THAT I HAVE A GIRL! AND MY GAL ALWAYS THERE FOR ME AND DIA TAK KESAH RUPA!
AND U KNOW WHAT INTERNATIONAL's EXs fall in love with International, Because International have the look!! LETS TALK OPENLY. "Denmak" & "UNITED NATION" fall in love with Ishaq because of damn reason!
AND I WONT LET INTERNATIONAL GET HURT!! CAUSE I CARE FOR MY BEST FRIEND.. I TREAT HIM LIKE MY BROTHER!! Argg!!! You GUYS NEVER THINK OF THE CONSEQUENCES WHEN U HAVING A STEAD AT OUR AGE AND I ADMIT I REGRET A STEAD BLINDLY LAST TIME!
THINK AGAIN LA! I'm NOT HERE TO HATE PEOPLE OR WHAT! I'm JUST TELLING THE FACT WHAT IS LOVE ABOUT!
My Tagboard is removed! Want to tag? Sure You Can. You Can Add Me @ azrin_nabilah@hotmail.com I don't entertain emails. :D
Wanna know why i remove my tagboard? Because whenever someone use "fake" or "hidden" identity just to tag, i just remove it.. thats all.. And i'll see who the one tag. :)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Hello!
Today i skipped school because i'm so tired and don't have enough sleep. 10% regret for not going to school. Anyway, now i got nothing to do so i wanna blogg. Tommorow is friday & tommorow got Student Leader trip and after that got Farewell dinner. I got full suit for the farewell dinner. Looking forward tommorow.
Haiz no topic to talk..
Ok lets talk about United Nation & International.
Firstly, a message to International:
Kepada kawan ku "International", aku kenal kau 4 tahun and dalam 4 tahun itu, kite sama kelas. Aku care untuk kau. Bila kau disakit hati oleh kekasih kekasih lama kau, aku rasa simpati pat kau. Simpati as in, how come girls always like that. Than bila kau sakit hati, kau akan selalu marah kite. Kau tak fun ar bila kau sakit hati. But now kau ngan United Nation, someone who i hated alot, someone who i hate in my Top 10 Hate list. Someone who hurt me before. And kau nak disakit kan hati lagi ke? Kau nak kena heartbroken lagi ke? Tapi suka hati kau International.. Kalau kau nak take the risk, kau kena face the consequences soon k. Tapi jgn menyesal k bila kau take risk. Aku wish kau all the best je.
To United Nation: You hurt me before, but if i see Ishaq heartbroken, i gonna hate you 10000000000%!!
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Know her since 21st July 2005.
She love Japan Culture, Japan Food, Japan Anime, Japan Songs and Japan Etc.
and also love me too. :)
Well this is my first post and first time posting about my secret relationship with her. We broke up last year during our 11th month and 11 days before our 1 year annivesary. We broke up due to some reason and we got patched this year.
She maybe not pretty but she cute u know.
I don't believe all this sentences:
1) I want to be with your forever
2) I swear to be with your forever
3) I promised i wont busted you.
4) I promised i will love u forever.
One word. Craps!!
that 4 sentences are Craps!.
But if you said one of the 4 sentence and you mean it, i promise it will come true but still i don't believe that sentence. I believed in sincerity. What i loved about her is that she loved me not because of my look, but my heart. And for me, she's perfect for me.
Love her always bebeh!!
btw cant tell u her name haha..
Sunday, July 8, 2007
Ever wonder about our Earth?
Ever wonder about Global Warming?
If no, think... why we always sweat, even in night or in a room with fans?
Because of Global Warming!
Lets reduce CO2 by
~taking public transport like the bus or the train.
~Save electricity.
~Plant trees.
~etc.
Go to wikipedia.org and search Global Warming to know more bout it.
Lets save the Earth for our future Generation!
Live the Earth!
Thursday, July 5, 2007
Tueday 03/07/07.
The New Zealanders arrived at Dunearn Secondary School. Last Tuesday was the honest day for the lower sec. After the honest day, Dunearn welcomes the NZ with performance by the malay dancers and perform the Putri Gunung Ledang dance. Received good comments about the Dance and that's good! After our performance, the NZ perform the rugby cheer and that's cool! So for one day, the New Zealanders students walked around in our school and see what Dunearn is. That's all about last tuesday.
Thursday 05/07/07.
Today is the Youth Day Celebration @ Dunearn Sec. There are carnival and concert! The student leaders sell many items and food like keychain, custom badge, cotton candy and popcorns. The New Zealanders sell many things like posters, flags, food and traditional NZ games, interesting uh? Well i only bought the popcorn and taste quite good ( The Movie Popcorn more tasty and sweety ). After that, the SYF participants from the band, choir , guzheng and the malay dance performed for the New Zealanders students, teachers, our teachers & friends. We performed with our confidence and show and proove that although we get bronze, we dance like gold with honour. I took some photos during the Youth Day Celebration. The Pics are below!
I know..its not cute.. haha
New Zealanders guy & Indra & Me sucking cotton candy stick. New Zealanders guy & Indra & me sucking cotton candy stick part 2. Indra and the New Zealanders chicks. Indra with erm a boy from dunearn sec..
The Sec 5Ns! Smile! Smile! Smile! Smile! See any difference?Me & Khairul preparing for the dance.
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Wednesday 04/07/07
Weather nowadays is extremely HOT . Need to switch on my fan to the 3rd speed (the fastest speed). So recently..
I used to stead with "United Nation". Well, this "United Nation" left me because of some stupid reason. "United Nation" said to me that during me and "UN" stead, "UN" treat me like a FRIEND. So, i was pissed off and damn hurt and i hate her so much till now. Maybe i hate her till i die? haha! So i got damn hurt by her.
Now "UN" got crush with "International". Me and "International" are quite close in bonding. At first i was a bit shock, than slowly i'm ok with it. But than, my friend "Hase" told me something, something that can make "International" hurt like hell. "Hase" told me that "UN" got crush with "International" for no reason? What a shock. And you know what? "UN" also told "Hase" that after "UN" no longer friend with "International", "UN" will turn to "Hase"?
That "UN" is really a bitch. Well people, i won't mention peoples name. But, "United Nation" , "International, "Hase" are just nicknames for the respective person and i won't tell who they are. Only God knows. So if you are one of them reading this post, sorry and no offend. I can write what i one and i insulted no one. :) And one more thing, if "UN" and "International" were together, they won't last long.. cause "Cinta Berok" beb! Muakakakakaka!! Tol tak "Hase" ?
Ok update more soon! Off to Exercise now! Calo!
Legend: "UN" = a girl "International" = a guy "Hase" = a guy
Sunday, July 1, 2007
Dear Diary,
When someone need my help, i was there for him/her. When i need help, no one is there for me. I don't ask anything, I just want someone to be there with me when i need help. But sometime, I kept thinking.. Why am i wasting my time to help people while people don't help me? But, i choose the positive side. Helping people comes from your sincerity.. Your sincere heart.. But I hope, one day.. there will be someone to be there for me when i need help..
By: Azrin 010707
That's Ishaq (Fireman), Me (A Jerk With Blue Helmet) & Ghazi (The Builder)
Dear Diary,
Today is 1st July 2007 and today is Rosita's 17th birthday. Rosita invite us to the her birthday party. Me,Ishaq,Ghazi,Azeezul & Fareez attended her Birthday party. Before we go to her house, we went to lot 1 to look for a birthday gift for her. Each of us contributed $2 that will total up to $10. So, we bought for her a minnie mouse pillow which cause $7.90 plus the present wrap that cause $1. Left with $2. That $2 we spent on a birthday card for her. After that, we went to Rosita's House. Her house was crowded with her family,couzins,relative and friends. We gave her present and the place was kecoh (as in meriah). Wish Rosita have a good life,long life,stay cool and stay kecoh haha. After that, we went to Vivo City without Azeezul cause he got personal problem. Thus, left the 4 of us. Thought of taking the train but they want to take bus. 1 hour trip from Choa Chu Kang to Habour Front. Slept in bus during the destination. After arriving at the place, one of my slipper tore. So i bought a new,stylish and cheap skate a pair of slipper from Cheers that cause $3. Ok lah, at least got new pair of slipper or else need to walk around "handicapply". We walked and window shopping around Vivo City. We hang around at "Toys 'R' Us". Played some toys and fool around at there. Nevermind, toys reminds us our childhood. hehe. Than we walked and walked around cause Ishaq come to Vivo City for the 1st time in his life. Than we went to the roof top and walked in the pool except for Fareez. Than we cool down for a while and head to E-Zone Arcade. We played Air Hockey tag team match and got one best game and i keep winning. Haha. Poor my friends. After that, we walked around again. Mean while, Fareez was hungry and we head down to Habour Front Centre New York Pizza. Than, we went to Habour Front Hawker Centre near the Bus Interchange. We chit chat and have our drinks. After a short while, we went home by riding a bus. Thats all for today my Diary.
From: Azrin 010707.
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Image(01): Me & my favourite teacher in Dunearn, Mdm Asryna & Red Ranger Fareez.
Image(02): 4N3A is always united as one. I love my class & my classmates.
Image(03): Another United 4n3A 
Image(04): Me & Dannya <3>
Image(05): The Ghostly Red Ranger Fareez.
Image(06): Mdm Asryna with the Boys. 
Image(07): Mdm Asryna with the Boys. (PS: Mdm Asryna show boring face & tired because many of our classmates too pic with her) 
Image(08): Another pic with Mdm Asryna. 
Image(09): The Girls And The Lady - Dannya, Mdm Asryna and Afiqah. 
Image(10): The Sweet Hasif (Karipap). Status: Single and Looking. 
Image(11): We're looking for customers to take picture with us. 
Image(12): Yes Our First Customer !
Image(13): Our second customers!
Image(14): Our third customers! 
Image(15): Wohooo! Our Major Customers! :D 
Image(16): This year preview of Selamat Hari Raya. 
Image(17): Another Preview of this year Hari Raya feat. Mr Rani
Image(18): Nizam was sleeping while standing when i took this pic with him. 
Image(19): Khai, why are you looking at me? I know I'm cute. Muakakaka. 
Image(20): Hey Its Me & Ira Syafinaz & Katrina & Ghazi!
Image(21): Took this picture last minute with Sirin.
Image(22): The Youngs and The Veteran Mr Lam.
Image(23) : Afiqah, jangan pandang belakang. Ada hantu tu.
Kim with natural beauty. Too bad i live in Singapore.
My princess.
My dear..
Look at the picture above.
Fucking Ugly Right This Picture??!!? Siapa sak nak make friend ngan rupa camgini?! Tol tak semua?!? Tak Suka Kan Ada Kawan Rupa Mcm Sial!?
I know..its not cute.. haha
New Zealanders guy & Indra & Me sucking cotton candy stick. 
New Zealanders guy & Indra & me sucking cotton candy stick part 2. 
Indra and the New Zealanders chicks. 
Indra with erm a boy from dunearn sec..
The Sec 5Ns! 
Smile! Smile! Smile! Smile! 
See any difference?
Me & Khairul preparing for the dance. 
That's Ishaq (Fireman), Me (A Jerk With Blue Helmet) & Ghazi (The Builder)