i feel like blogging.. because i have the mood to blog.. i read my dear's blog.. it's so sweet.. she create the poem/quote by herself.. How she get the ideas? Its so meaningful for me and her and for us.. Maybe i must find a inspiration to create beautiful quotes.. we went through up and low.. & recently, we just got through from low.. but like my dear said.. let's destroy all the torns ahead of us.. no matter what happened.. eventhough it gonna hurt us.. i still love her no matter what.. i love you always sweetheart..
Yesterday, I worked ALONE because i'm the only trainee from 11pm to 3pm and I don't have friends because usually i make friends with the other trainee. From 11pm to 3pm, i kept quite all the way except for doing service for the customers, i smiled and communicate with the customers. Then, one of the "kiasu" customer complained about the service. It's like what the hell? it just that we gave the wrong cake accidentally. After that, she was not happy because one of the Staff don't know how to treat her. I was just standing there quitely and observe. Zali, The Manager came to the rescue and the Auntie was still not happy. *Sigh* I don't know what to say about them. Nevermind. But overall, yesterday schedule a bit not great because i'm the only trainee! My next schedule will be this Friday, 11-3pm and Sunday 3-1opm that is full shift. Gonna be tired because Sunday is Holiday and I'm sure it gonna be a busiest day. I hope I get free meal for Sunday. Hehehe.
That's all.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Still wondering where i work now?
just changed my blog song for the better.. Tong Hua by Guang Liang.. Cinta Arjuna is the malay version of Tong Hua.. But Tong Hua is the origional..
Monday, November 26, 2007
Hello to my readers. I just changed my blog's song to Winter Sonata Instrumental theme song. Even though there is no lyrics, the sound of the instruments its so touching.. While listening to this instrumental song, close your eyes, imagine you with your love one, the memory, the best thing both of you and her/him done together, the happy time when both of you smile together.. The sound of the piano makes my heart soft while my eyes close, pictures play inside my mind when i listen to this song. Winter Sonata, if you watch the drama, its about a couple who go through ups and down, especially the beautiful scenery of Korea during the Winter, this song really match the Winter season. Try to watch one of the winter sonata video for an example the starting of the drama.. Today, i met my dear and its different when you meet someone else, its because i love her. Whenever i meet her, eventhough we fought or after fought, my heart change from no mood to loved, i always smile whenever i saw her. Smile is the way to happiness, and happiness is the way to appreaciate the love. We fought yesterday but when we met today, i smiled at her automaticly, i don't know why.. So, I met my dear at the same spot, Aljunied MRT platform near the lift, she asked me to accompany her to her dad's house at Tampinese because the HDB officer want to take photo of her dad's interior house as the house was sold and need to take photo for some reason. After reach Tampinese MRT, took bus 22 and head down to her dad's house. Both of us are hungry and havent had a breakfast. So we bought 3 prata telor that cost 2 nasi lemak @ Changi Village that cause $2 each. While waiting for the HDB office to arrive, i chilled out at her house, chit chat, share our moments and etc. Around 2pm, the officer came and took the photo of the interior house. Well, its only for a while, after that, head back to Tamp MRT. While waiting for the train, disturb dear by singing hehe. Kesian dear sampai pegang2 tangan suruh stop hehe. Took the train, we chit chat and laugh happily and sent dear off at Aljunied than back to home. Miss her already although we just met.. I know I said this many times, but my love to her is infinity and beyond.. Even a word can't describe how much i love her.. Working at my workplace is great. Made alot of new colleagues and friends, looking forward for another schedule. I learnt how to set the table, assist customers to their seats, give their bills, communicate with customers with manner and take order. Hope i can learn how to key in order. I only remember some names, the managers of course i remember.. But overall, working there is great.. I'm not working for today and tommorow.. *Sigh* 2 days of nothing to do but Wednesday is 11-3pm and its in the morning! Mendak because no customers from 11-2pm but salary still goes on! hehe. That's all. Like my friend, Adi, said Enjoy Life always because life is short..
Sunday, November 25, 2007
Search Ajin91 @ YouTube for my videos. Latest Videos: Jumpstyle Video 1 Jumpstyle Video 2 Jumpstyle Video 3 Melbourne Shuffle Video 1 (Coming soon)
Late Confession Will Cause..
No Mood..
No Appetite...
Not Sleepy..
And Etc..
And It Happening To Me Now..
But What Can I Say..
Dugaan..
But Is This Just A Purpose Dugaan?
No One Knows..
today 11-3pm..
with new colleagues..
hope to have fun today..
and make money..
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Well, just came back from work. Work was so tiring. First time doing closing. My schedule yesterday (23 Nov) was 6-11pm and it was so tiring. Also, today many customers came and it was so bingit, need to order here and there, than customers want to request here and there, but what can i say, thats my job to do. But overall, today is tiring but great because made alot of new friends & colleagues. So when home with one of my colleague who live at Sengkang.. I alight at Outram Park transfer EW Line to NS Line. Than Boom!! I'm here. Haha. So before i go to work, meet my dear for a while at Tamp, chill2 at her house than straight to work. A tiring day for yesterday.. will update soon..
mishing my dear always.. although we stay apart.. you're close in my heart..
Thursday, November 22, 2007
Jumpstyle and Melbourne Shuffle is totally different. Jumpstyle is "JUMP" and Shuffle is "Shuffle" and my videos are not SHUFFLE get it? if you don't know what the hell is Jumpstyle, than go learn it. Search Jumpstyle @ Youtube. Popular at US and Europe. Melbourne Shuffle is Popular at MY, SG and Australia. Get it? and maybe Netherlands too.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i adore this "Hardstyle" video. Its a must to watch.. :D
miss her so much.. when can we meet... i love u dear..
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
today not working.. and i'm free. thought gonna mit her.. but don't want.. should have work today with ishaq. k lar no mood. damn frustrated.. if i say this, confirm leh jadi gadoh, so saya diam je k. tak nak banyak ckp. gonna work everyday if like this.. zzzz not in the mood..
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Hello people. This is my 2nd jumpstyle video. Only JUMPSTYLERS can comment my video. Whoever don't know about JUMPSTYLE, please do not comment about it. Thanks.
15th November 2007:
was Azur[A]jen 3rd month annivesary. Went to Tampinese to meet my dear. Then, went to Tampinese Polyclinic and waited for minutes, at last, the Doctor says that i don't need to take another Typhoid Injection because last year i took already and can last for 3 years. I was so happy because i can save $20. After that, went to dear's house at tamp, we chit chat and relax for a while. After that, i went to the clinic where i got my typhoid injection last year, but the receptionist bo layan sama gua. Very de bingit, we left the place and straight to vivo city to hand in my photocopied bank book, ic front and back and 2 passport photo. After that, we ate at KFC at HabourFront Centre, the new outlet, the place is so big. eat eat eat, than cant send my dear home because don't have enough time, need to go tarian rehearsal. btw syg. i mish u.. nak mit leh?
16th November 2007: Dunearnites is boring.
17th November 2007: Dunearnites is boring for ME. okay? my opinion.
18th November 2007: At last the show finished! sorry to say this, but seriously, its boring. & Everyone is like blaming me for not dancing no good. Some people says that i look at people when i'm dancing. and like WTF? They think they're so perfect dancer? Than prove it ar. Please ar, i'm not the only one who do mistake, but why must people aim me first? its like WTF sial. And somemore, No one to talk with, even friends bo layan. Ada dah jadi Rockstar dah lupakan kawan. Ada dah buat kawan baru dah lupakan kawan 4 tahun. Ada dah buat hal sendiri. Senang kata, satu-satu tak layan. Haiz. that's why aku senyap all the way? pasal semua dah ada kawan baru pe. Aku sorang yang terletak tepi. Seriously,i don't mind losing friends if friends are like this.. okay? So if u're reading this, sorry ar okay, korang nak sangat tahu kan asal aku moodykan, ok aku dah bilang k?
Siapa2 ar terasa pedas, harap jangan rasa, kalau rasa , confirm sakitkan hati... zZzzz
looking forward for my first day of work... btw sweetheart, i mish u.. i had fun with u on our 3rd annivesary. thanks dear for loving me for who am i and not what am i.. i maybe not handsome, but i sucessfully won your heart with my heart. please, don't leave me.. because i love you alot.. and i am..
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Hello people. You wanna know what? Today is my 3rd Month Annivesary with her. :) i do love her and that's alot that you expect. And also, this post is the 100th post for my blog! Today i'm so tired and i don't have the mood to update with details. Tommorow i will update and last but not least, happy 3rd month annivesary to us :)
hey sweetheart, i edited this pic.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
Hey people. Just changed my blogskin and its kinda cute. hehe. Will update more soon.. :) not in the mood now. .tired!!
Monday, November 12, 2007
Japan. The modern and the high-tech country among other countries but yet, their tradition from generation to generation are well secured. The food is healthy because in their country, they rarely use Oil to cook but they eat raw food like raw seafood, live fish and crabs etc etc, that's why Japan have the highest oldest people in the World. Yesterday, i watch a tv program called "Japan Hours". Its a so-called documentary whereby special guest will go around Japan to try the local foods from different part of Japan and the beautiful scenery, like the famous Mt.Fuji , floura & fauna, Japan very own Sakura flower & tree makes Japan origional. This program is an 1 hour program with English subtitles, each special guest that split into 2 or 3 parts in the program, will explore to different part of Japan for its origional local food and etc.
One of the guest, i don't know his name, he went to part of Japan which i forgot. The place is so beautiful, the beautiful scenery that's the Ocean, the Hills, the flowers and trees are beautiful especially when he went hiking to view the water fall, its so pure and lovely. *Sigh* I wish I can go to Japan although there are no Muslims in the country. I want to view Japan's Sakura flower. That's part of my dream, visit to Japan!!
I'm thinking of going for a makeover (not EXTREME makeover). Just a normal make-over for my face because i don't see changes in my face and not the surgery type. Its like a normal make over, make-up here and there. So I wonder if there is normal makeover for my face and i want to take photo of it. So people, if you went to make-over services before, please tell me and the price. Thanks :)
Sunday, November 11, 2007
I wish i was born during the 80s. The Music was great than especially the electronica, the unique drum beat and etc. The Music was so great. Ever wonder that classic song like Michael Jackson and etc is better than current music? This is my opinion. I love the 80s because of its unique sound. Michael Jackson is one of em'. I don't know why i like Michael Jackson's song but his song are beautiful. I listen most of his song like Billie Jean, Thriller, Human Nature, Smooth Criminal and even my blog music that's I Want You Back by Jackson 5. Music was great than during the past. That's why I don't or rarely listen to music nowadays because its kinda suck and most of the artist now doesn't have the own "icon" that people can remember. Unlike Michael Jackson, the people know him with his unique dance move, the moonwalk, he's not the creator of moonwalk but he improvised it and make it like an illusion, his "heee!hee! and owww!" are one of his icon. I guess there are no next Michael Jackson when he die.
Friday, November 9, 2007
Is this month a heartbroken or problem month? I got many problems to solve. Whenever i have problem(s), no one is there for me and even now. I don't want to run from problems or else the problems will hunt me back ,not physically but mentally. Now, I have 2 major problems and this problem may lead me to Depression. Firstly problem, its about my friends.
Major Problem 1
My closest friend thought me that I spread the thing about it but seriously, i was only pass this message from 'A' to 'B' through offline message. But than, the next day, 'C' found out about it. I was kinda shocked. And now 'A' accusing me for giving 'A' hp number to 'C' and 'A' gonna revenge on me just because of one stupid dammit number. But who cares, I didn't do anything wrong. So, its like, I'm invole in 'A' & 'B&C' problem. And its a major problem for me because things getting more complicated and complicated. If can, i want to settle this problem as soon as possible because it will make my mind blows up and turn me to an insane person.
Major Problem 2
That's the previous post which i deleted. Its about me and her. We fought and quarrel again just because of one tiny problem but WE make it worst. Okay, to be fair, I explain both our mistake. Firstly, i keep scolding her and i can't control my anger. Thats my mistake. Her mistake is, while i was explaining, she just sign out just like that. Of course I can do it to her because she can beep my hp to talk things out but how about her? i cant even contact her throught phone communication. I can't call her home because her mum don't let her to use it and she doesn't have a phone. How painful is that by just siging out without giving me a chance to explain? Thats our mistake to be fair and not be one sided.
The worst part is, she won't online till tuesday. I'm fine with it. Than i send her email, something about not online. I don't wanna mention at here because it will cause controversy. Dear, can we put this problem on a table and discuss about it? rather we fight and quarell and can make our problem from worst to worstest. Okay? If i'm wrong, than i'm sorry and btw, i say sorry not for your sake but for our sake. Get it? I know your sorry @ email you sent me are just for my sake, and not for our sake. Remember, we're still loved and remember that problem is mend to solve and not to cause more problem.
I just hope both of this major problem can be settle by this month or maybe this week because i don't like having major problem(s) in my life. The consequences are:
(1) Stress Too Much that can cause me turn crazy like mad people.
(2) Can't sleep for how many hours.
(3) No mood to talk too.
(4) Khayalan.
problems are mend to be solve..
Monday, November 5, 2007
Ever think of what does love means in boy-girl relationship? What does it mean to you? Will it give you happines through out your life? For me, its a no. In my opinion, love in b-g relationship will not only make us happy, but also make us sad and all sort other feelings.
Me and Nisa had gone through up and down, low and high. We fought and quarrel like no World but when we think back, fighting or quarelling will help us understand more to each other. For me, quarelling and fighting doesn't mean that bg relationship would end. Its a no-no for me. It's depends on ourself and its our responsiblity and decision to end the relationship or not. Never use a problem as a reason to end this relationship UNLESS if you find out that your gf or bf backstab behind you for an example, scandal , for me, its an auto-break. But Alhamdulillah, me and Nisa are fine now. I won't betray her. I won't backstab her. Its like, I don't have the feeling to betray her but i have the feeling to love and sincere to her. For me, looks are just like a cover of a book.
For an example, you buy a book with presentable cover and its look nice. Than, when you read the book, the content sucks and the story-line are full of shits. Than u feel hurt because you wasted your money buying on it. Try to relate this example in relationship or before relationship, you know someone, he's so damn hot, u impress by his look, than both of you get to know each other, but day by day, it turns out to be your nightmare, she/he a playboy, a timer and always lie. Than u feel so hurt and wasted your time knowing him and you in the end, you never get happiness but dissapointment. And what's the result when u get hurt? you will blame the guys/girls that all guys/girls are the same and whatever bullshits. Blame yourself for choosing that guy without knowing him well..
And other thing is that, please stop using this reason "kita takda jodoh lagi" "jodoh di tangan Tuhan". Yup its damn right, jodoh di tangan Tuhan. But for some group of people, they keep using that reason so they can left their gf/bf easily. Please people, jangan mengunakkan nama Tuhan untuk menipu orang atau meninggalkan seseorang dengan SENGAJA. Tidak baik. Faham? Don't leave your love ones purposely by using Tuhan..
So people, always remember the consequences when finding a guy or girl blindly because when you face the consequences, it will affect your life. Don't ever think that having a bg relationship is like a dreamland or whatever shit you call it. Remember, love is still in our World and we live in REALITY world and not a dreamworld where everthing is perfect. Nothing is perfect in this love, even with love. Its all depends on ourself. I hope some people agree with me because I'm just stating my opinion about girl-boy relationship. So I hope this post may "sedar" or "motivate" some people because this things use our common sense.
People keep asking me the same question again and again. How come a person like me who is fugging ugly have a beautiful girl? Let me answer this question with specific reason. Firstly, I got to know my girl from cyber and initially, i impressed her. She impress the way i treat her and the way i talk to her. Its because she impress with my heart and not my look. Its our HEART people that can help us to kekal in relationship. Appearance will never last but our heart do. & seriously, i don't even have a gf before in a same school except for one bitch who left me, but who cares. Overall, i love my Nisa dengan sepenuh hatiku..
I just hope whoever in bg relationship now, please, don't ever betray your love ones, love her/him with full heart and sincerity. It's no use having a relationship for 1-2 years but end up seperate, its a waste of time isn't it?
pss syg, 10 more days to our 3rd month, isn't it?
Friday, November 2, 2007
Well Raya was great!! Around 22 people came. Thats alot. Didnt' expect it. Ok full story. Firstly, met my sayang at around 10:30am at Aljunied MRT. Than we slow talk cause we had a fight and slowly things are back to normal. What a relieve, sayang, i'm sorry if i ter-hurt u, i'm so sorry. :(
So after that, 1 hour destination from Aljunied to CCK and became part-time tour guide for my dear, cause she don't know much about westside. :) So after 1 hr trip from Aljunied, head down to Suzy's house and shock! we're second (first is Murni). than the rest were late, janji sampai rumah Suzy by 11pm, haha at last sampai kul 12pm. hehe. So we ate alot. Introduced my syg to my friends.. than when the rest came, semua kecoh seh! haha. i like it! muakakakaka! So after that, we met Ezam and her girl at the busstop there, and didnt know that Ezam's gf knew my sayang cause both Ezam's and Azrin's gf stay sebelah sebelah block je and both of em from Aljunied, sebelah sebelah block je. What a Coincidence hehe.
Than we went to Ira's house than Eqa's house than my boring house than last house that is Helmizar's house and thats the 2nd time i come to his house!. Helmizar's Mother cook power! i like the Macaroni, very spicy and hot! sampai berpeluh satu badan. Haha. not only me, others too! Fuuh! than syg need to go home.. so we split up.. left me and my dear.. and sent her home.. :) and i'm happy cause my dear love this hari raya tour! and thanks my friends for entertaining her! :) i appreaciate it alot. :)
and sayang, like i promised, i will always make u happy and loved by me and we promised that we'll never ask for a B when we fight or quarrel. :) i love u always dear..
The Boy
Ajen Married 12th February 1991
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