Saturday, July 14, 2007
Look at the picture above.
His name is International (not his real name to protect his identity).
Features about him:
1)Good Look
2)Cute
3)Tall
4)Weight 63kg.
5)Good Heart
But mostly girls fall in love with him cause of first 4 points that is Good Look, Cute, Tall and weight 63kg with a good height but not Good Heart
"Denmark", a girl, Internationl's ex, fall in love with him when she even don't know about Ishaq. That's because she fall cause of her look. BUT i remember,
"Denmark" promised me not to hurt International yet "Denmark" broked her promised by leaving International hurt and depressed. Well i do blame "Denmark" for giving me empty promise. So when International got hurt, 2-3 days, he will be hot tempered, small problem also scold. Thats why i don't like him to get hurt. International is a bright guy, love to joke around with his lame jokes and always make people laugh. But i know International will get hurt soon. I wonder why when a guy like International, who got the package, who is so damn setia, where he got the package, took advantage of him? *sigh* poor International.
Fucking Ugly Right This Picture??!!? Siapa sak nak make friend ngan rupa camgini?! Tol tak semua?!? Tak Suka Kan Ada Kawan Rupa Mcm Sial!?
Look and observe this picture above.
1) No Look
2) Quite Fat
3) Jongang
4) Bibir Besar
5) Gelap
6) My Heart
Can anyone tell me.. Who will like to go with this type of look? So selenger right? Yuckies right? That 5 points are description that people gave me.
And the 6th point was left hidden.
You know why i list all the bad points? Because thats me and thats what people think about me. And if thats me, than i must be proud of myself.
That's me.
I don't have the look.
But, most of the people judge me by the look and the people are mostly who a bit know about me or don't know me at all.
And now i know, minority people who don't judge my looks are people who know more a years.
I try to be nice with you all, but what i got back is nasty,hurts & negatives.
How? Most of you judge me by my looks.
And i'm not a playboy. To the people who called me "Playboy" or what, that's not me. When i'm single, i'll flirt around. But i flirt in Alamak. Isnt' that wrong flirting if you're single? And i flirt in CYBER not in REAL LIFE. And my current girl.. You wanna know where i knew her? I knew her from Cyber Chat that is Habbo Hotel.
And Habbo Hotel is like childish game.. yet i knew her from there.
And i got only 1 ex from same school that is United Nation and UN also not that setia one. And I had enough for having a girl in a same school. and now i love my current darling..
And do you know its not easy for me to win a girl's heart. Because my heart is covered with ugly door and that ugly door is my look that kept made my heart hidden. Only one girl who broke the ugly door that is my current girl.
I had gone through all the sadness and all the insults that i received. When i was in sec 1 & 2, quite number of people from my school insulted and laughed at me cause of my look? How do you feel if you in that situation?
And during that time, everyday when i come to school, i had to stand by to get laughed and insulted infront and behind my back. But now, all matured, but i still have the low-esteem of myself. And do you wanna know what people address me whom they don't know me? They called me "Selenger". And you may think it just a joke or what, but if they keep repeating and repeating, don't you think that is an insult?
To people who have the look, CHERISH it. Use it with care. If you the look, appreaciate it. Be a package person. Packcage comes with good look and good heart. I salute peoples with package.
I try to be good but no one can try to beat or unlock the ugly door that block the "golden" heart.
And I'm glad that most of my close friends ignore my looks. That what i called besties.
And i really hate myself for being so harsh and rough because people always step on my head. Its very disappointing for me.
So if you think i'm a cruel or what, KNOW me first for years than you know who am i.
Until here. Ciao!
Now i want to put my tagboard back since no one want to add me at msn to comment. And whoever using "hidden identity", i'll just block the I.P address.
Look at the picture above.