Friday, November 9, 2007
Is this month a heartbroken or problem month?
I got many problems to solve. Whenever i have problem(s), no one is there for me and even now. I don't want to run from problems or else the problems will hunt me back ,not physically but mentally. Now, I have 2 major problems and this problem may lead me to Depression.
Firstly problem, its about my friends.
Major Problem 1
My closest friend thought me that I spread the thing about it but seriously, i was only pass this message from 'A' to 'B' through offline message. But than, the next day, 'C' found out about it. I was kinda shocked. And now 'A' accusing me for giving 'A' hp number to 'C' and 'A' gonna revenge on me just because of one stupid dammit number. But who cares, I didn't do anything wrong. So, its like, I'm invole in 'A' & 'B&C' problem.
And its a major problem for me because things getting more complicated and complicated. If can, i want to settle this problem as soon as possible because it will make my mind blows up and turn me to an insane person.
Major Problem 2
That's the previous post which i deleted. Its about me and her. We fought and quarrel again just because of one tiny problem but WE make it worst. Okay, to be fair, I explain both our mistake. Firstly, i keep scolding her and i can't control my anger. Thats my mistake. Her mistake is, while i was explaining, she just sign out just like that. Of course I can do it to her because she can beep my hp to talk things out but how about her? i cant even contact her throught phone communication. I can't call her home because her mum don't let her to use it and she doesn't have a phone. How painful is that by just siging out without giving me a chance to explain?
Thats our mistake to be fair and not be one sided.
The worst part is, she won't online till tuesday. I'm fine with it. Than i send her email, something about not online. I don't wanna mention at here because it will cause controversy. Dear, can we put this problem on a table and discuss about it? rather we fight and quarell and can make our problem from worst to worstest. Okay? If i'm wrong, than i'm sorry and btw, i say sorry not for your sake but for our sake. Get it? I know your sorry @ email you sent me are just for my sake, and not for our sake. Remember, we're still loved and remember that problem is mend to solve and not to cause more problem.
I just hope both of this major problem can be settle by this month or maybe this week because i don't like having major problem(s) in my life. The consequences are:
(1) Stress Too Much that can cause me turn crazy like mad people.
(2) Can't sleep for how many hours.
(3) No mood to talk too.
(4) Khayalan.
problems are mend to be solve..
