Wednesday, December 26, 2007
i thought i can trust u..
i thought we can last long..
but you hurt me alot..
i can't take this pain..
million sword of hurts stabbed through my heart because of u!
AzurAjen died on 23th December 2007.
You wanna know why?
Ok, its a long story.
I wanna make it a short one.
In 4 months with her, many things happened to us.
Why we broke up?
I asked for a break up.
Wanna know why?
Here's the story goes.
Firstly, she promised to me not to keep any secrets from me. I gave her 4 chances in 4 months!
On 23th December 07, i've nothing to do and kinda bored. She got two MSN account. One is her main account and the other one is her 2nd account. Well, i knew both of the pw. Than i wanna log in to her second account, and i was shocked because she changed her password. So this thing came to suspicious. I reset her PW and got it retrieve at her main MSN account.
So i log in to her 2nd account and i was truely shock that she BLOCKED me at the 2nd account.
I know something must be wrong!
I checked her inbox and i saw Friendster emails. She made 2nd account FRIENDSTER!
I was truely FUCKING shocked. Firstly she blocked me at her 2nd account, and i know she hiding something from me. I retrieve her 2nd Friendster pw and OMG, its all GUYS!
And i was like WTF? She didnt' even told me she had 2nd Friendster account and it was created this month and year!
So i immidieatly sms her sister, to tell Nisa to call me a.s.ap since she don't own a hp. She called me, than i ask her if she hiding something from me. She denied. Than, i bongkar all the secrets, the 2nd account secrets and her 2nd friendster account secret. And she want to FIGHT back? OMG! she made a mistake and she don't wanna sorry me? What a HEARTLESS whore.
Than when i saying to her all her damn mistakes to her, she put down the phone just like that!
and people, she using PAYPHONE and I cant call her back.
Than, to end the story, i told her sister to pass the msg to Nisa that i wanna break and don't want to contact with her for life. Once people HURT me, i will hate the people till i my last breath. And another thing is, she WENT out with her abg ANGKAT and not abg BETOL.
I don't accept it because she never told me at FIRST. She told me that she keluar ngan COUZIN dia but when i read her blog, she went out with her abg ANGKAT? and WTF? i know something is going wrong.
and she LIED to me. LIED.
I gave her many chances but she still took advantage on me, so i just ask for a break. I don't like this type of person who MUNGKIR janji and PENIPU haram Sundalan Malam.
Hey, i don't mind losing that bitch.
I SWEAR to her she won't kekal with other guys, kekal ngan aku lom lepas.
I wonder, why PEOPLE don't appreciate me?
is it that i don't have the look?
does my look cause LOVE to change?
Nisa, i trust u, i gave u many chances, but WHY? you hurt me alot you know?!
Because of u! i scared to fall in love again!
Why. I just wanna know WHY you do this to me?
haiz. back to single. i can't live in sgl world. i'm so lost.. seriously lost.. :'(
