Thursday, February 21, 2008
Hello fans. Life have been jiwang lately. lol. Single single single (: Single can enjoy but sometimes lonely in my heart. Sometimes, i got jealous to see couples. *LOL* Well, life is full with up and downs. But whatever it is, life have to go on. School life still the same, but too much drawings, its like ART and u know, sometimes ART make us stress cause last year N level ART was the stress one. I thought Digital Media Design more to computer stuff, but unfortunately, drawing come first. Thought of dropping the course and take Tourism for April Intake. Thinking twice now for dropping. DMD use to much $$, need to buy all the ART stuff and you know, Singapore price keep increasing. But whatever it is, life have to go on. Well school today kinda boring for me because i don't have the mood to learn as there's so much module to go through. Unlike other course, you only do one module. Well what can i say, its Digital Media Design, you must be a versatile, you need to draw and have good brain for good ideas in Design. My classmate was okay for me, but sometimes, torns always strike to us for no reason. Example, quarrels and fights and it happened on the 2nd week of school where both of my classmates are not happy we each other. I don't know why. Its different from secondary school life where there're alot of inmature people (lower sec) but when it comes to ite, the environment is different. Usually, Secondary School canteen always have noise from childrens but in Ite, it was so peaceful. That's life. Things keep changing and changing.
I don't know about my health now. I keep coughing and coughing for no reason and when i cough, my inside throat is damn itchy and i cant scratch it. All i can do is keep coughing and coughing till my throat hurt. Aiyo. Tak boleh tahan. Migrane also made my life unpeaceful. It was so hurt!. I cant stand it. Should i consult a Doctor? hmmm. So what can i say, life have to move on people.
Ok to 'eyes 'or whoever you are, that question you told me, is not for me, you should ask herself because me and eqa dah cerita lama, and its history and why now baru nak pop-up that question? Life have to move on. And Ursya already have a replacement. So why bother about who left who or who bustard who? Isnt that too late for you to ask that? Think about it. Everybody have to move on in life. I have the choice not to answer your question. I have the right to move on, so why bother about my past? By gone is by gone.
So Recently, i opened up a crew called 'State of Hardstyle - Endurance of the Beat'. Currently, my crew have 5 members. So if you're interested in Hardstyle Shuffle or Hardjump, do pm me or add me up at msn azrin_nabilah@hotmail.com for a short interview. This sunday will be having Shuffle Meet-Up with other crew , the SDF crew. Maybe i'm going with my crew or else i go alone or else i don't go. Haha! Laugh out Loud? haha.
Love love love? (: Well, whenever i have crush on someone, 90% i get reject, 10% i get accept. But mostly, it's the people choice. In life, choice gave us the way in life. Its either to accept or reject. I accept facts. If i get rejected, i'm fine with it cause its reality, you can't do anything cause its their choice. But now, i'm still looking for one. One whom is really sincere in love, someone who can rain her loves to me, someone who really care for me, someone who can accept me for who i am, someone who don't go for looks, someone who go for hearts and someone who into long-term relationship. Maybe its not the time, but in my life, having somone in my heart is better rather be single. Thats me. You people can't do anything cause its me.
Happy? cause i updated my blog with so many post for today. Do tag. Thanks you (:
